Drowning

I sure do fucking hate the writing process. That is, specifically, I hate the HUM essay writing process. Lab reports, though long and requiring great detail, do not require the same kind of wierd thought that HUM essays do. In a lab report that takes as much thinking and agonizing time as a HUM essay, much more time is spent in the lab report wrting, whereas the HUM paper takes up more time being puzzled and not being satisfied with one's own words. In short, it's pretty horrible.

This is the first time ever in HUM that I both am totally dissatisfied with my work-in-progress and that I can't find enough bullshit to say for the page limit. I should have fucking JC'ed this stupid course. But NOOOOOOOOO! I just thought I could be a man and slug my way through this stupid thing.

Maybe I'm too broiled up about the time I got that C+. I still haven't recovered.