About to reach the breaking point

Not totally related to this entry, but one person did show up at section yesterday. Whopee.


I think I may be close to (or at) the point where I realize I'm totally in over my head. What caused me to get there? Perhaps the fact that it took me two hours to do two practice problems in Genetics three days before the exam date did. Combine this with the fact that I now have the responsibilities of a leader (I'm not belittling the station of a TA) and a lab that is absolutely BRUTAL, and you'll see that I'm in the most sticky of situations. What's worse is I have no right to complain since I still live with my folks, who subsidize my schooling. Well.... I could complain about the fact that I lost my car, but then again, I've never had to pay for the insurance (though I do pay for gas).

Oh yeah, the car! I'm still waiting to see whether the police report exonerates me or says I'm totally fucked. Yes, I am near the breaking point. I am so pathetic.