Without going into details

Like so many other shitty blogs out there, I'm afraid this will soon devolve into an angsty outlet.

Tough.

Anyway, I won't even go into details what happened today. I'll leave it for me to remember. If I forget, all the better. Anyway, I have doubts about whether or not I did was the right thing. If it was the wrong thing, then that means I squandered a tremendous opportunity and burned bridges that can never be rebuilt. If I did the right thing, nothing changes; especially not the theory that I have that the best is behind me and all my hopes and dreams are out of sight.

Am I destined to fail in life? Will all the good things disguise themselves as bad things, and haunt me when I refuse to accept them because they seem unpalatable? I guess I should thicken my skin so that I may become more accustomed to failure.